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hey looks its me again, ive got a job now at wicks pizza, yaya..the endless spirial money pit will soon cese, and then probably start again..lol well i guess ive not got much to update..oh my site is slowly evolving http://www.geocities.com/ranotops/home.html visit it so i can feel special & give me some ideas for content & web-help ((as u probably see i suck bawls at web design)). i plan on adding my art & what not to the site eventually, ne ideas & help on that too would be appriciated..oh yeah if ne of u see my banana penis icon on the web, liek save the pic & give it to me, i changed myne but now i want it back, if u could help ide appriciate it alot! well i know that whole thing up there ^ was one sentence but im going to go now, but ill update later
love, chadwick
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wel lthats it for today, i must leve..bi
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whats up, its a new post, evry one, i guess hell froze over i updated...but dont get use yo it this is still gonna be a rare occurance...<3
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 Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still drawn on the cold window pane so they cast their lines on my bed and lines on my face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness, melancholy, and patience. It is governed by the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword, or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so much love to give, but thing just never seem to work out the way you want them to. In life, you can be very optomistic, even when things are gray and nothing works out to your expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla
hey guys whats up, yeah im back here..ive been kind of un prioritized, sloppy, and immature lately..but liek i feel good now..like im havin mood swongs i guess and this is a high, to bad im peaking and bored as fuck..lol..but hey it could be worse...u know i was just saying yestorday "u know it cant always rain" and like evn though some bad stuff happened...i feel good liek whole, good inside...almost liek instead of using or clinging 2 ppl for happyness im using myself..and it feels good how yawl been ((i know i hardly get replies but i dont care ima ask ne way)) i knwo soem of ya i talk 2 evry day but some i dont...liek yeah i want all who read this to like tell me wtf is up ((told u i feel good)) i guess like the test i took above is pretty accurate, not trying to impose an emo image..but its how ifeel alot..but wtf im kool now...well ttul
<$!gn3d</u>: chadwick
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hey all i know i havnt updated n a while sry..been lazy/buisy..well heres some quizes, i stole em from helen
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/Ruri-chan/1056289243_Aangst.JPG" border="0" alt="You represent... angst."><br>You represent... angst. You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about<br>everything. It's okay to sulk and be<br>depressed, but life is short, and you only get<br>one. It's only what you make it, and only you<br>can make it improve. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Ruri-chan/quizzes/What%20feeling%20do%20you%20represent%3F/"> <font size="-1">What feeling do you represent?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/sweethart613/1046576339_sotherseat.jpg" border="0" alt="eatshitanddie"><br>You're the Eat Shit and Die Icon. You're mean and<br>coldhearted. But there's nothing wrong with<br>that. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/sweethart613/quizzes/What%20DeadJournal%20Icon%20Are%20You%3F/"> <font size="-1">What DeadJournal Icon Are You?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/spork-chan/1063687331_kgothspork.jpg" border="0" alt=""Goth" Pffft... Yeah right."><br>"Goth" Spork Hooray. You are the 'gothic' Spork. You're the<br>same as most of the other sporks, you just wear<br>all black. Ooooh... Creepy. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/spork-chan/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20spork%20are%20you%3F/"> <font size="-1">What kind of spork are you?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>
<center><img src="http://www.animangafortress.com/linkinpark/images/Quizes/purple.jpg" width="400" height="200"> </p> <p>What Color are You? <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/goddessofsouls/quizzes/What%20Color%20are%20You%3F">Take the Test</a>! by <a href="http://www.deadjournal.com/users/goddessofsouls">Goddessofsouls</a></center>
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Coeli-lilia/1049213568_llavampire.jpg" border="0" alt="Youre a "Vampire""><br>You're a "Vampire"<br> Du bist grausam und geniesst dies. Du kannst so<br>kalt sein, aber was ist mit diesem kleinen<br>Feuer, dass in deinem Herzen brennt? <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Coeli-lilia/quizzes/Harry%20Potter%20Creature%20Test/"> <font size="-1">Harry Potter Creature Test</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>
<table border='1' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='2' align='center'><form action='http://memegen.deskslave.org/viewmeme.pl?un=childdoll&meme=1063643998' method='POST'><tr><th colspan=2 bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#DDDD88'>Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll</font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#FFFFFF'>Your Name</font></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA'><font color='#000000'><input type='text' name='Your Name' value='chad' size='20'></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#FFFFFF'>Astrological Sign</font></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA'><font color='#000000'><input type='text' name='Astrological Sign' value='Aquarius' size='20'></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#FFFFFF'>Angel Type</font></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA'><font color='#000000'>Fallen Angel</font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#FFFFFF'>Wing Color</font></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA'><font color='#000000'>Pink</font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor='#000000'><font color='#FFFFFF'>Heavenly Weapon</font></td><td bgcolor='#DDDDAA'><font color='#000000'>Axe</font></td></tr><input type='hidden' name='un' value='childdoll'><input type='hidden' name='meme' value='1063643998'><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><input type='submit' value='Fill Out Your Answers and Try it!'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align='center' bgcolor='#000000'><font size='-1' color='#FFFFFF'>Created with <a href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/quill18/'><img src='http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' style='vertical-align:bottom;border:0;'><font color='#DDDD88'>quill18</font></a>'s <a href='http://memegen.deskslave.org/'><font color='#DDDD88'>MemeGen</font></a>!</font></td></tr></form></table>
well thats all..later <3333
<u>$!gn3d</u>: chadwick
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lol evry1 look at mi icon..lol helen made it..<33 its so kool...hahaha
$!gn3d: chadwick
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sry bout estordays post ne1 & evry1..i was just being a nigger & realized that it was realy just mi amigination...god im such a looser evrytyme i git a lil sniff of sum lil thing i git bent all out of shape...im sry u guys and im sry britt, u didnt deserve the slander <33...and for future retartedness..im sry yeah..just when evr i make a strupid assumption promptly punch n the chest the next tyme u si mi & b like "chad ur such a stupid kneegrow"..and further apologies to the people who du take the tyme & b a real friend and read mi dj im sry 2...heh im an ass & i know it..but im sry again & yeah..later days ((RIP Weekenders))&buu-bi <33
$!gn3d: chadwick
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ey all..hows it goin...im sorta down n the dumps...i oo..like one of mi gewd gewd friends ((or supposedly))...shi has a new screan name...shis had it for a while now..bout a week or so & yeah..i know shi knows myne and shi wont tell mi it..or talk 2 mi at all on it....it makes mi sad u know..& i know its not because shi doesnt ne 1 2 know it...cause evidently evry1 knows it but mi...but yeah its like shis forgotten bout mi, like im unemportant & that maby shi doesnt want 2 talk 2 mi...maby im just 2 emo..but i ono wats that sound liek 2 u guys?...eh maby ill git over it..or hopefully shi'll talk 2 mi..i ono..just makes mi think like..ya know like fucking shit....+sigh+..+dwelling on sumthing probably sooo trivial+...but yeah thats bout it..other than skool & kalling her & i know shis sure as hell doesnt want 2 talk 2 mi on the fone...this is the only wasy i kan reach out 2 hir..i doubt shi wreads mi dj..as i doubt most ppl du..but yeah its worth a try..well i guess im goin 2 go..lol sleep or die or sumthing later days <33
$!gn3d: chadwick
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Coeli-lilia/1049212466_lladragon1.jpg" border="0" alt="You're a "Dragon"!"><br>You're the "Dragon"<br> HEISS! Es ist wirklich schwer dich zu zaehmen.<br>Dabei kannst du doch so suess sein, wenn du<br>willst. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Coeli-lilia/quizzes/Harry%20Potter%20Creature%20Test/"> <font size="-1">Harry Potter Creature Test</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font>
not much 2 talk bout...i need a new layout...god im so lazy i could probably make 1 or sumthin....eh w/e..well ima go i liked this quiz i got it frum 1 of the ppl on rae's friends list...buu-bi <33
<u>signed</u>: chadwick
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im pretty sic..but saturdae was kool...mi, danyo, todd, & jeremy had the great idea of telling all our fokles that wi were spendin the night at e/o's houses..it worked but it ended up bein a lil boaring after spending most of our tyme n parking lots on pay fones...but i mean it was stil lkool &U ill probably remember it 4 the rest of mi lyfe..but tyeah wi spent most of the night out..& at bout 3 or so wi finally crashed in kims living room ((thanks kim & ur mama <33))..lol it was kool..but yeah im bored & tyred & ima go now so later days ((haha the weekenders rocks hard))..buu-bi <33
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ey hows it goin..heh i got the subject title frum sumthin nate says..& i decided thats how 2 spell it ((it purely giberish..so i made it up))..lol..man im so bored & oh yeah im sry helen & britt 4 jusmpin on ya the other day..i didnt mean 2 i was mad & yeah im sry <33..uumm lala im so bored but i got home work & i think ima du it soon..man ive had homework evrynight but 4 sum reason it doesnt bother mi 2 du it ne mor...like last night i stayed up will 130 & i dunt care cause i needed 2 git mi work done..heh i htik maby i matured ((or maby im just crazier))..hehe..lala 2day i got sum algebra 2 shit & US history, i wouldnt have us hist. if craka ass niggas n mi class would shut up ((& incase ur offended the "craka ass" cancels out "niggas"..so im alright..lol))...uumm yeah where the fuck is evry1 at..dude i got so bored over the weekend i made a wepon..i hada lil mini fan thing & i glued & taped a razor blade on 1 of the arms ((i ono what their called)) so now its like a spinny windy thing of DEATH!!..but it dunt work 2 well the fans not verry powerful & the bloades dull..but ive been kutin up like pen sls & crapoyns for 3 days..lol im such a looser..well i guess ive tooken enough tyme fru myawls lyfe..buu-bi <33
$!gn3d: chadwick
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ey all..i saw a crappy movy 2 night..swat..other than LL Cool J & resident evil girl it blew...sumthing els that sucks..u know when sum1 liek hints at sumthing or is liek "im pissed.." & then u ask "at who, whats wrong" trying 2 b a friend & they tell "oh no1/never mind/just dont ask"...WAT THE FUCK man that erks mi soooo god damn much..& this doesnt just mean britt ther was sum1 els who did it recently...i mean i loose sleep over this shit & i sure as fuck dunt du it 2 them so y the hell du thye gota du it 2 mi..rrrrr!!! just makes mi sooo mad..i jsut wana stab sumthin cute....+calms dwn+ +sigh+ im bedder..the lockin went well wi went 4 gatyland frum 8-10 & then church then bowlin frum 12-3..then church then homeat 7...lol uumm majik ninja...buu-bi <33
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ey whats up all..b4 i git started..i was wonderin..y is dear rae goin 2 bed at 630?...it kant possably take er that long 2 put on makeup ((goth joke))...heh well i guess ikant say ne thing ether..this mourningg i was almost late cause i was letin mi nails dry..lol..but ne way..uumm ive been feelin kinda bleh 2day..the lil emotion thinggy only has blah..which isnt the same as bleh..but its klose..o0o this weekend is the church lockin..all is not lost...maby the hope of that will cheer mi up..or sumthin i hope..bleh...heh...im g2g..im talkin 2 nny ((RIP 7da))..buu-bi <33
$!gn3d: chadwick
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lol..ey all im back...takon was awesome & myrtle beech was...well ko lol..as most of ya know im not 2 much of a beach baking inthusiast..heh but i still enjoyed mi self...at otakon i got sum kool pix of ppl..unfortunatly i ran out of pix the first day..& mom wouldnt fork over hir digi..so i hav only a lil bit of pix...uumm sry if i got grandili..whatevr there..for a sec there i though i had brains..hehe...well yeah the beach was alright..i mostly stayed up n the rewm, sat n mi pj's & watched cartoons...well i read alot & drew sum..but mostly that..uumm..i didnt git ne thing at myrtle beach i dunt think..at otakon i bought 2 t-shirts ((devil man & transformers)), a 3 box set of TF epasodes, Guyver:bio booster armer vol.2 dvd, bible black & 3 other hentai's..heh i was so amazed the guy lemmi buy em..hi evn recomended sum smutt ((not 2 mention all the shit i bought was liek 5 bucks a piece))..hehe it was great fun there at otakon & iim trying 2 git 2 go 2 sagoycon ((im not sure houw 2 spel lthat))..well i g2g go all im uber tyred..buu-bi
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ey all it has brought 2 mi attention 1nce again that ima retard ((tthanx helen bunches))...lol i looked at mi calander wrong..so instead of giting back on the 22nd or w/e...((which would mean i would b gone when skool started))..hehe im giting back here the 15th or the 16..hehe sry bout the mixup buu-bi<333
$!g3d: chadwick
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heres mi classes n order & wat not
1 honors physics-mr. harris 2 honors jr eglish- stevens 3 multimedia 1-mr. gilbert 4 honers algebra 2- garbarino 5 special arts- mrs. wilhoit 6 honors us history- mrs. pierce
yep there is is..im a jr..yayay..lol ill si yawl n a week...oh yeah if i forgot 2 tell u im leving 2morrow mourning at liek 4, im going 2 baltamore for Otakon & were levin frum there sundae afternoon 2 spend the rest of the week at myrtle beech...i should b back a day or 2 b4 skool starts ((leaving: the 8th, myrtle beech: 10th, home 23rd-24th))...hehe & i expect emails frum ppl 2 tell mi wat happened ((kim & jesska))...lol ill si yawl when i git back...much love, buu-bi <333
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dupe dupe... how is all?..im alright im sad, ill miss the last 7da show. ill b n baltamore/myrlte beech sokay, its taped ill watch it later not sure why imtypeing like this... im bored, and oh yeah bored no 1's realy talkin 2 mi ppl r on..just not speeking i figured out the pants fot the mage of dark i will sew up old green pj's & nigger rig ribbon for the white striped is so hard when ur lazy <3 i thikn ive said enough the eyes ar hazy, skins turned tuff mouth went cold eyes went blank dicguarded with the old dead n the ground, we sank
the end <33
$!gn3d: chadwick
PS: liek i said im bored & if u thought that suked, so du i i was just messin round }=)~
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ey all whats up...im kinda bored...lalala..i realy dunt got much 2 update bout..i just figured i might..uumm im levin friday 4 otakon ..yay!!!..lol i finally decided im going 2 be a black mage frum ff9 & ff tactics...meow..i guess thats enough fo now..buu-bi<33
$!gn3d: chadwick
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